30.3.2011

Did not think you will come to find me in the facebook...:")duno happy or cry?huh~but im happy eu still remember me:)thx eu so much:")

--->i want dance arg!i want ply piano..!this two is my lovely!!!wow~my born is cnt dance~bt i hope mum can give me dance wif my jiejie n ting:")hehe~dance ar dance..wait me!

tomorrow go skul agn@@today i dint hv go skul,cz my hand duno y cnt write anymore n pain..mayb patah liao-.-wkwkwk~i hate go skul arh~cz is too boring:p

itzit pretty~want kao her bo?wkwkwk

i promise jie holidays go Auckland find she d..  wait me ow jie:)haha~

29.03.2011

i duno y me everytime thk too much or jealous?!i hate my self!but i tel u thn u reply many thg i want tel u bt no dare.."=,="...wat mean is tat?i hate!mayb i nt ur test:") but tiz time i nt will tel u wat happens..:")ur ex more important?i duno is ur ex or hu?i rili duno:"(yuan lai,every time u on9 fb 1st thg is go cmment all gurl d satatu or pic:")thn my?im d last:")i everytime say to my self,stop thnk too much!but i cnt do it!cause too jealous lea:")sowie:")

27.03.2011

haiz~~me and he fight ark~:"( i dnt wnt like tat d feeling:"( but u open facebook,1st thing nt chat wif me,u noe i so sad+moody?i wait u whole day lea :"(we like so less chat+xmx.haiz~feel rili moody:"(moody until want cry,do sot thing:"(i rili miss u owh..1st time v xmx,i duno ur num,i ask u who r u?:u tel me im superman...thn i thk,who d name is "s"?yuan lai is u-->mrsim sim.u say guo:cn u gv me 1chs to love eu,protect eu..eu stil noe marhx?:"(.i miss u so much!</3

26.0.2011

many thing make me so fan,make me think back all my old thing..why me jek?haiz~i so miss someone..T.T my new life like no gea? if me Amnesia than good lo:") which boy is rili?which boy is fake i axo duno? i just want forget all thing jor. y cnt?!i just want happy gea memory,but cnt meh???..:"( i just want stop think-ing about tat~

痛苦。。。
没有快乐。。。
伤心。。。
没有快乐。。。笑一个。。。
...会很快乐。。。

如果能从来那该多好
如果你能只爱我一个
如果你不曾离开我
如果你没被人伤害过
如果你脾气没那么坏
...如果 如果 如果没有如果那该多好

两个人在一起❤
不管对方缺点有多少❤
都会将缺点看成优点❤
这就是爱情的盲点❤
所以很多人在恋爱时❤
...都看不到对方的缺点❤
这就是爱情❤
如果你在恋爱时还看得到对方缺点❤
证明你的爱情很理智❤
证明你爱他不够深❤

〖思念〗
思念你的夜…
...总是如此地宁静…
不想打搅你…
因为害怕我会…
让你觉得我很烦…
但想你知道…
我在想你…
总是很想为你分担…
你的烦恼…
让你可以轻松些…
总是很想为你舒解…
你的压力…
因为我想看见你的笑容…
想你的时候…
都是孤独的夜…
因为最想要你的陪伴…
为我点亮这一刻…
但自己总是有个疑问…
因为不知道…
在我想你的时候…
你是否也一样…
有在想我呢…
我不奢求得太多…
只要你一天…
想我一分钟也好…
那也满足了…
不要总是让我…
一个人默默的思念你…

放弃一个很爱你的人并不痛苦，
放弃一个你很爱的人那才痛苦，
爱上一个不爱你的人那是痛苦。

 

 

25.03.2011

this is my friend-->eriko:p

this is my friend--->shiori:)

wow,long time no update:)maybe got 1-week jor..:) Last Sunday,with my school friend go Auckland shopping,Operators under very happy gea:),cause them teach me Japanese,feel really easy..them got ask me teach them Chinese,but them no will arh@.@huhu.~~but Monday jiu school,feel tired+lazy lak..XD.everyday tell mum:mum,i dont want go to school cause lazy:)but also need go school:(and today-->Friday got (PE) mean got sports, The weather is slowly cooling tat teacher also sot gea.rain also sport..>,<i hate school arh~~~~~~~~~

To Dear Ting:             

   how are u lea arh?miss u so much jor,gt miss me marhx?this few day feel how?got moody or unhappy ma?remember want tel me jor..dont put at heart ar,no good d arh~and remember dont do sot thing ar~always miss u o~love u..muackzxx~   ♥  

haiz~this few day  like so fan gea?fan u?y couple l,u like no care me anymore?u promise d thing no do it,say every nitez,moring wil xmx me..but me wake up no c anymore msg?can u dont like this?u make me will unhappy/bad mood..evertime me find u sin,can u find me marh?u say will wait me back sabah gea,but every boy also like tat say?but u i duno jor..u look like dont love me?so fan so fan:"(

你能犯第一次，就会有第二次~~如果你还不能反省的话，那你真的没得救了~~不知道你要狠狠地痛过一次你才会知道我们所承受的痛苦，还是没改变到呢??如果是后者我劝你去当和尚吧~~不要再为害人间了~~如果你看到了不要生气，因为我我猜想你应该又犯同样的错了~~所以你才会对我说那些话~~好好反省下吧~~一直说要改的人却一直没行动的你...

当你爱我时，你说爱一个人不需要理由。
为何分手时，你给了我分手的理由呢？
难道就不能为我不找理由吗？

我不温柔、
我脾气不好、
我容易生气、

我容易吃醋、
...我容易心痛、
我容易胡思乱想、

我很任性、
我生气时不想说一个字、
我开心了会一直傻笑、
我受委屈会放在心里、

我在乎了就想被你知道、
我喜欢在伤心的时候听伤心的歌、
我喜欢在开心的时候和在乎的人分享、
我喜欢被在乎、

我喜欢被宠、
我喜欢宠我在乎的人、
我好说话并不代表我好欺负、
我骂你并不代表不喜欢你、

我对你微笑并不代表我对你友善、
我对你生气说明我在乎你、
我爱哭、爱笑、爱闹、不喜欢我就别靠近我、

靠近我就拿出你的真心、不然
不要走进我的世界……</3

 

 

17.03.2011wow...long time nt update:)my long time is 2days..

to:dear ting

Dear arh..hw r eu yar?feel moody lagi marhx?eu noe i so miz eu marhx?haiz..:")everytime me moody is eu make me happy:")hehe.thx eu dear dear:")remember ar,dnt do sot thing again..if nt angry jor..i say rili d wor..XD

tiz few dao feel so fan:"(haiz.wnt back sabah bt mum like dnt give:"(i feel moody or wat?rili fan:( yesterday  gt some thing happen,feel so sad,jealous,moody..i duno wnt hw?X(..at skul unhappy..gt one gurl take my all frez,make me one ppl:(so lonely...tiz sunday same class wif me d frez from japan gea,she ask me go Auckland gaigai..bt i duno wnt go or nt?nt money lak:"(hope cn out wif eu lak:)n thn my ex is chs back me..:(he say "if eu bk k.k wif me couple,if eu bk new zeland v break..wat mean lak tiz?=.=duno HURT tiz word hw to spelling  or write?hmm..fnd.~~bt tiz thg jz make me unhappy:(y gt 1 ppl love me must ggt mny ppl chs me?y nt ppl love me thn nt 1 wnt chs me?haiz...all time is like tat:"(

"everytime say to frez im fnd","i dint hv nt mud ar",all is fake:"(cause i dnt wnt eu all worry me..:"(

so sorry owh.. tody go c doctor,doctor say my back born is move to other side,n he say ntnid operation..i listen dao tiz rili happy:)thx god:)n eu arh,sei 8 po.."ren ni hen jiu"...plz dnt always say ur bf stil love me or wat?!i gv he col u "biebie" shuan gud d lok..!diao..tat nt ur name.bt he use,nvm...u n he so want thn use lok..i gv eu!plz dnt say he love me anymore!n eu,dnt care me anymore!iat new zeland hw thn tat is my thg,hre gt tsunami o wat is my thg,n plzdnt say "nw wnt c eu  at my sabah or bla bla bla~i dnt wnt listen anymore.n plz dnt say me leave eu,cause is eu!nt my fault!

为什么在我的生活中要出现那么多让我遇见了却拥有不到的东西呢

如果这些是不属于我的 那请别出现在我面前好吗
我真的很累了 世界末日来临了 难道你要把逼到世界末日来临以先就自我先离开吗上帝
无奈无言无力</3

一个人生活虽然很难~
但我也必须学会一个人~
我不要轻易依赖别人~
这是为了防止我身边的人都离开的时候~
我还可以好好生活下去~
...永远没有一个人是不离开我的~
现在离不开我的~
不代表永远不会离开我~

如果所有的事情都可以实现的话
最希望回到之前的我们~
很想再说 我爱你
很想再叫 傻lou gong~♥♥

 

 

14.03.2011

today moody or hapy?i axo duno?haiz..today at skul feel sad,cause my frez d hometown at japan,japan海啸,地震 :( she like so moody.bt i nt dare go ask she lak:(hope eu wil feel better jor...at skul okok lak..so bored:"(cause nt wil talk eng  wil hard talk wif thm:"(nw mami tel me a bad thg to me...popo gt cancel:"(me listen lea thn cry...so sad+moody...nt ppl cn an wei me..X( hope me APRIL OR MAY cn bk sabah c popo..hope she wil be gud:"(y so mny bd thg?rili so sad...n my dear ting is sot!go cut she hand!me c dao wnt cry lea:"(dnt be like tat lea!i miz eu owh boy..u gt miz me marhx?!i feel sosad n moody..hope u wil noe..

11.03.2011

tody at japan gt tsunami..:(im scrd,nt mood:(i jz hope u fast on9 pei me:"(if it is rili,i say bye2 to u sin..im love eu:(take k at sabah jor...noe marhx?dnt make me worry:(k?i love eu so much!!i jz wait eu on9...:"(

10.03.2011

being cute..:)bt nt enought:)

im missing eu:)

i miz eu:)u gt miz me marhx?u gt drk mny wtr marhx?u gt eat marhx?wat eudoin jor?lying?work?c tv?ply game?out wif frez?mny quition wnt ask eu jor..:'(cnt xmx jor..hmm:(hw r u yar?:(rili miz eu lak:(jz cn go c ur fb...cnt do anythg:(so fan owh:(

09.03.2011

wow...2day already nt go skul^^cause still sick lak..:)bt nw feel better lea..erm..nt speciel on tody:)at home wif my bro fight=.=..cause he always kacau me..hehe..whn i c ur blog thk dao u r play boy..?omg.hmm.cause all say about u n ur ex gf..gt mny lak..:(n thn mayb last month or last week duno lak..a gurl wif u break gua?i go c her fb profile..i c tat gurl d pic..nt pretty gea?u love she whr owh?=.=i noe i axo nt pretty,bt she more ugle lok!hmm.dnt say me say soi she yar:)cause i like say soi ppl d wor..XD

duno my dear ting hw jor?hope she hapy lak:)miz u lak dear ting ♥

tiz is ah yee n mickie:)my dear..:)axo my best sista..:)thx u two be4 do my best frez:)

tiz is ying,my best frez..she so cool gea.:)hope u become preety lak:)

tiz is venice,thx u be4 do my best frez too:)hope u wif ur bf  foever:)

tiz is jolin..always laught d..axo my gud cousin:)

tiz is my dear megan..will make ppl sot gea:)thx u b4 be my best frez:)

n gt mny thg wnt say to my primary skul d sista n megan n jolin,u all chg jor...u all gt new frez lea jiu thk me is  transparent!u all rili chg jor...mayb at ur heart nt me tiz d frez gua..:")bt nvm wor...thx u all frez wif me..hope u all cn fnd dao more gud d frez:")

miz u:)

dnt say me ss,cause me always ss gea..so dnt hao qi:)

make me crazy:)cause thk of u lak:)

tody feel hapy,duno y?whn i take new ss pic..tat smile make me crazy^^wkwkw..

08.02.2011

                                                           TO:DEAR TING

tody feel moody,cause my dear ting gt many thg happend..:(i wnt hlp she bt duno hw hlp she..?haiz..dear ting arh dnt moody k?must b setle gud d lak..dnt worry..ur frez will hlp u gea.y tiz world must mny hiaopo?mny like take ppl bf d gurl?y so mny 弧狸精?ish...y boyz so like like tat d gurl?yyiii...:(I LOVE LKH :D ♥
He's mine :P ♥ u nt say guo tiz word marhx?so,u cnt fang qi arh!+U+U support eu dear..nt oni my dear ting moody,me axo moody lak.tat boyz mayb wnt she,at fb say mny thg.im dlt he at fb jor ..i wnt dlt he on my memory..i wnt fnd leng thn he gud thn he d boyz.must gt d..!i wnt trust my self!sick is ntyt gud..mny ppl ask me take k..BTW thx u all yar..:)i will take k lak..i jz hope ting dnt thk too much k?promise me yar?!:)

07.03.2011

tody feel moody gua?i axo duno.:)mum feel sad,cause bro wnt back sabah..mum slap he n scld he,y at new zeland nt gud meh?mum dnt wnt he go back..bt at hre he axo dnt wnt go skul..haiz..jz make mum angry.i sad cause mum like moody..i wnt an wei she bt duno hw?i jz hlp she 冼蝶 n c gt wat cn hlp d...kelian d mum..:'(bt bro at he heart jz gt "FREZ" n "PLAY"..mum say he heart nt family..OMG...hehex..bt jz hope mum cn be happy always..:) 

LOVE YOU MUM:)

05.03.2011

tody feel sad,cause grandmum already go bk sabah..so miz eu ow grandmum.gt miz me marhx?hmm:(mum ask me y tody like nt mud "i tel she say u ytd say brg me go shopping bt u lie me..plus grandmum is go-ing jor..:(tody moody ji lea,i miz he 99..bt he duno:(he nt care me anymore.wnt fnd he bt nt dare.haiz:(i jz wnt u more k me,more chat wif me jiu ok lea...so hard marhx?!u noe everydy moody wil so xing ku?mayb u duno.cause u duno hurt ppl d feel-ing.i hope u will noe my feeling..k?!at tiz few day wnt thx my dear ting jor,always make me hapy,an wei me...ytd she axo moody..bt so sowie ow ting cnt make u happy cause i axo moody..thx u so much..love eu..

真正的爱情，不是一见钟情，而是日久生情；真正的缘份，不是上天的安排，而是你的主动；真正的自卑，不是你不优秀，而是你把她想得太优秀；真正的关心，不是你认为好的就要求她改变，而是她的改变你是第一个发现的；真正的矛盾，不是她不理解你，而是你不会宽容她……

4.03.2011

ytday nt write blog..hehe,cauze too lazy+tired.tody is fridy..feel so hapy:)..i like it tody actualy im so like friday..noe why? cause is last day at skul...no need skul on satdy and sundy lu.. i can late oioi and late and late wake. stil moody larhx..jz miz he&at fb chat wif he,he dnt reply</3maybe stil angry me .,.if angry me thn i at hre say "sory" to "YOU"...hmm.cnt pt down you larhx..everydy go c ur fb,c u n she d cmment fell so sad,jealous...bt whn i open fb c ur profile make me sad&moody agn:(haizzzzzz....2ml grandmum is back to sabah...fell moody 99!!cause she 照顾 me 1-2years..nw she wnt bk lea,bu xi guan nt she d 生存!:"(

机会是自己自取的，

不是别人给你的，

好好珍惜机会吧！

想你想得比天还长，

爱你爱得比地更久。

遇上一个人只需一分钟 ，

喜欢一个人自需要一刻钟 ，

爱上一个人只需一个小时 ，

但要忘记一个人 `` 却要一生 ♥

02.03.2011

hahaha.....tody skul sport day.gt hapy axo gt moody....hapy is my frez always hug me n ply wif me..:)moody is thk dao "he"..i duno wnt hw 4gt he jor..everydy c his fb d wall..y so care jek?!!so miz he ow...duno u nw do-ing wat nea?lying?c tv?shopping?ply game?slp?haiz...n thn,i dnt like at new zeland...like so lonely...plus duno thm say wat d?so xing ku ow....:(bt i must study gud gud sin bk k.k..

能不能谈一场不会受伤的恋爱啊？？

恋爱是艰苦的，不能期待它像美梦一样出来。

比一切更甜蜜的，是初次的热烈爱情－－它是唯一独尊的。

 

不要把爱只埋藏在心里，

爱不是只用来埋藏的，

而是用来表现
的。

埋藏在心底的只是感情，

只有发自内心地表达出来，

那才能
成为爱情。

我们不是神仙，

不可能完全了了解别人的想法啊。

 

我有多愛你我懂，可同時我也懂自己有多傻
眼淚，心痛，傷疤，這些我懂
而你，不懂...當傷口快要癒合了
你卻又一遍狠心撕開它，當傷口被掀起...
……那種痛，比剛受傷還要痛上百倍
這些，你不懂，也永遠不會懂。

 

很痛，很傻，我都知道
我等不到，要不了你の愛
現在，我該哭還是該笑？
赫，可能一開始是我多管閒事
……祝你幸福，這句話我怎麼說出口の？
可能心已經麻木了，沒有知覺。

01.03.2011

yalah yalah...she pretty thn me larhx,she gud thn me larhx,she do ur gf cn wif u foever larhx...i cnt larhx or wat wat wat...bt u axo nt nid lie me marhx kan ow?! jz gv me xi wang... say wil wait me.bt u r lie me..bt nvm..=)cz cn make me noe 真相..:)bt i stil love u,i cn hw nea?:"( at fb jz scld,bt my heart so pain...y u want lie me?hmmm,jz make me hurt,jealous..so painful....so tired..T.T..n wnt at hre thx one ppl everydy an wei me,make me hapy...thx u ow ting2...♥

有一種痛、想說卻說不出來
有一種淚、想流卻流不出來
有一種愛、想愛卻不能去愛
有一種傷、想忘卻無法忘記
……痛會隨著時間好一點、傷卻永遠都無法愈合。