17.03.2011wow...long time nt update:)my long time is 2days..

to:dear ting

Dear arh..hw r eu yar?feel moody lagi marhx?eu noe i so miz eu marhx?haiz..:")everytime me moody is eu make me happy:")hehe.thx eu dear dear:")remember ar,dnt do sot thing again..if nt angry jor..i say rili d wor..XD

tiz few dao feel so fan:"(haiz.wnt back sabah bt mum like dnt give:"(i feel moody or wat?rili fan:( yesterday  gt some thing happen,feel so sad,jealous,moody..i duno wnt hw?X(..at skul unhappy..gt one gurl take my all frez,make me one ppl:(so lonely...tiz sunday same class wif me d frez from japan gea,she ask me go Auckland gaigai..bt i duno wnt go or nt?nt money lak:"(hope cn out wif eu lak:)n thn my ex is chs back me..:(he say "if eu bk k.k wif me couple,if eu bk new zeland v break..wat mean lak tiz?=.=duno HURT tiz word hw to spelling  or write?hmm..fnd.~~bt tiz thg jz make me unhappy:(y gt 1 ppl love me must ggt mny ppl chs me?y nt ppl love me thn nt 1 wnt chs me?haiz...all time is like tat:"(

"everytime say to frez im fnd","i dint hv nt mud ar",all is fake:"(cause i dnt wnt eu all worry me..:"(

so sorry owh.. tody go c doctor,doctor say my back born is move to other side,n he say ntnid operation..i listen dao tiz rili happy:)thx god:)n eu arh,sei 8 po.."ren ni hen jiu"...plz dnt always say ur bf stil love me or wat?!i gv he col u "biebie" shuan gud d lok..!diao..tat nt ur name.bt he use,nvm...u n he so want thn use lok..i gv eu!plz dnt say he love me anymore!n eu,dnt care me anymore!iat new zeland hw thn tat is my thg,hre gt tsunami o wat is my thg,n plzdnt say "nw wnt c eu  at my sabah or bla bla bla~i dnt wnt listen anymore.n plz dnt say me leave eu,cause is eu!nt my fault!

为什么在我的生活中要出现那么多让我遇见了却拥有不到的东西呢

如果这些是不属于我的 那请别出现在我面前好吗
我真的很累了 世界末日来临了 难道你要把逼到世界末日来临以先就自我先离开吗上帝
无奈无言无力</3

一个人生活虽然很难~
但我也必须学会一个人~
我不要轻易依赖别人~
这是为了防止我身边的人都离开的时候~
我还可以好好生活下去~
...永远没有一个人是不离开我的~
现在离不开我的~
不代表永远不会离开我~

如果所有的事情都可以实现的话
最希望回到之前的我们~
很想再说 我爱你
很想再叫 傻lou gong~♥♥